You may have a difficult decision to make in love this weekend. If cutting someone off is the best option for you, then don’t be afraid to go for it.
You are tuned in to the bigger picture and know where you want to go both financially and career-wise. Putting a plan into place about how you will get there is the best next step
It’s totally fine to be lazy when your body needs it. Too much activity can be draining, anyway.
Consider a different type of trip; like a cooking holiday, or a hike. It will offer you the tranquillity you have searching for.
Never avoid something for fear of what might happen. If everyone lived their lives this way, we would get nothing done.
Reflect on your emotions over the past while and assess if there has been any pattern. If this is bad or good, it could help you move forward with more insight.